Run My Baby Run

Originally posted on December, 28, 2008,
Current mood: nostalgic
Category: Music

So in one of my previous blogs I mentioned the "Run Baby Run" video. I have I mentioned it before that blog? I can't remember.

Forgive me as I gush over this video. I love it! It's one of my favorite Garbage ones. Shirley looks so pretty in it. There is this one shot of her with a bandanna over her mouth and you can just focus on her gorgeous lime green wide set eyes. The best part is when she is eating fries and the scene when she is shoplifting. She wears some pretty green glittery high heels in the video. Wearing high heels brings her closer to the gods. I want some shoes like that, but in a different color like red or black. I guess I could make my own imitation shoes. :P LOL!

My mom makes fun of me when I watch that video because I watch it with my face cupped in my hands.

I remember the first time I watched that video. I had a wacky dream about Shirley helping me move. She was wearing this navy blue outfit and those shoes from the video. They were a different colors they were green, blue and purple.

"Keep it pure on the inside"

A Moving Blog

Current mood: confused
Category: Life
Originally posted on November, 18, 2009

I'm moving and I think it's bittersweet. First I thought it was bad. Then I remembered all the things I really don't like about where I live. But there will also be bad things about the new place I'm moving to. I'm trying to be optimistic about it as much as possible. Which is really hard for me. I'm not a very optimistic person. Well I start off really optimistic about something and then my optimism dies very quickly.

Well I will be closer to the bus station. I'm already to take on driving again. I feel inspired to try it again. I want to learn a new skill. I haven't attempted driving since I was 18. At first I was very eager to do it. I was a little upset because most of my peers were driving at like 12 or 14. I mean it was like a rite of passage you pass 8th grade, and you learn how to drive. Even though it's totally illegal for a 14 year old to drive a car in my state. I didn't even start taking Driver's ED classes until I turned 18. After I passed the written part of the test. The funny thing is that the only thing I remember about it was that there was some little kid in the DMV office with a Sailor Pluto doll.

I was scared at the thought of doing it, and I was so nervous when I actually got behind the wheel and drove. I went to a crappy driving school, and I didn't learn much. All I did was steer the car. She would do the petals. The training car had 2 sets of petals. I mostly ended up running errands for the teacher. I was so frustrated I never ended up taking the driving test.

Not being able to drive as been one of my secret shames. I use to just let people assume I ride the bus because I'm poor. That's not really a lie I am poor, or let them assume I didn't have access to a car. Please don't count me out. Plus if I can drive I can go to all the meet and greets and signings I want to if I have access to a car.

Here's a list of some of the things I will miss:
Having a clothes dryer
Having an air conditioner
Having 2 bathrooms
Having a lemon tree
Having a larger bedroom
Living near a good Dollar Tree the one that I'll live near is ghetto

Here's a list of things I won't miss:
The neighbors I don't like (there were some cool neighbors too)
Having a bedroom that faces the street
Not Having a front window, there is no front window because of the attached garage
Having a small closet
Having my bedroom door hit my closet door when ever it was opened (seriously my bedroom was so horribly designed)
"Cottage cheese" ceilings (I don't know what they are really called)

The Brown Haired Pessimist

Current mood: optimistic
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
Originally posted on November, 7, 2008

I stole the title from somebody. :P

Terminator is moving to Friday nights in February. That is like a death sentence for that show. But everything gets shifted around when American Idol starts. I'm not trying to be pessimistic about this. I wish Shirley and everybody else who works on the show well. The thing that sucks is that it's on against wrestling again!

You know what would be cool? If Shirley made a guest appearance on American Idol as a guest like her buddy Gwen did. Of course I'm not sure what she would be promoting on the show musically since she doesn't have a label. Maybe she could sing "Samson & Delilah" or something. See? I am smart. I should be her agent. LOL!

Actually I don't even want to think that far ahead to February. I don't even want to think about the end of this month. Seriously I just want this month to be over with the way things have been lately.